Can I be honest for a minute?

I'm having a being-a-mom-royally-sucks day. Which is snowballing into a think-of-everything-that-has-ever-gone-wrong-in-life kind of day.

Dmitri is sick, but I don't really know what's wrong. He has been running a fever of 102, and he wakes up crying. I've decided it's either a tooth coming in, or an ear infection. But enough about him, remember, this is Caroline's mopey monologue!

So, I am supposed to be going to a bridal shower for a friend today. She just happens to be one of the coolest ladies (click for her Etsy site) ever. I actually designed the invitations for her shower. It was pretty funny to receive one of my own creations in the mail!

But, I digress. I was a little peeved that I would have to bring Dmitri to begin with because David is working...but now, he's sick, fussy, and demanding to nurse and sleep constantly, and I obviously don't want to ruin her bridal shower (Which is Mad Men themed!) And I had bought the cutest mod dress. Instead, I am sitting in my sweatshirt on the couch with sleeping Dmitri in my arms, dreaming of the day when I can actually do things with friends, and wear dresses every day, and eat all the cheese in the world (Dmitri is lactose intolerant), and drink a lot of red wine with the aforementioned cheese...

But until then, I will continue to write on this blog about all the things I wish I were doing sometimes.

At least, Dmitri is adorable, sweet, and quite snuggley.