I've mentioned my pregnancy paranoia that I get at the end of every month. Lately, it seems like everyone has been mentioning baby # 2. As if, isn't it about time you popped out another? No, it's not. Thank you for your concern. Now shut up. Maybe that's just in my head, along with the paranoia. It's probably more like, aren't you young and bad with birth control? We are expecting a slip up soon.
Yesterday, David and I were talking about if we wanted a baby # 2, and the timing. And we were both getting a little excited. My hamster wheel of a brain was turning. I had her name picked out (obviously, it would be a GIRL), and she would be due on Christmas Eve, and wouldn't it be funny to have a daughter named January that was born in December?...Ok, maybe we shouldn't be allowed to reproduce.
My Aunt was running a little late for her visit, so I took a test.
And then I was a little sad.
No, we aren't trying for another one. But, it wouldn't be the worst thing either. On the other hand, I'm also pretty relieved. I'm not sure yet that we want another. If it happens, I will be excited, but right now, I love my family how it is and I don't want it to change.
Have you had mixed feelings about more kids?